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I thought I would start to feel better, but my own doctor started talking about Post Traumatic
Stress Disorder. He explained that my "restlessness" was all due to the attack and that I was constantly
reliving the incident in my mind.
I was not sleeping, I was so jumpy it was ridiculous. I could not concentrate on anything form more than a
few minutes and my memory was terrible. I started to get flashbacks about the
attack.
I went back to work briefly but found I had no interest in what I was doing. I started to find excuses for finishing early. By the October I had had enough of pretending. I was placed on sick leave pending retirement and
was medically retired in April.
| Workplace violence is being considered as the fastest growing workplace safety issue in the UK.
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At the age of 52, I considered myself to be at the peak of my career. In a short time however, my life was turned upside down. I became a physical and mental wreck. Why? Because those around me at work were bullying me. My newly promoted "junior" became the ringleader in a reign of tactical psychological
abuse.
I wanted to fight back but I was so distressed and confused that I did not know where to begin.
People started to refuse to work with me. Every conceivable tactic of psychological abuse, short of physical torture was used.
Life was hell. The day they suspended me I suffered a complete breakdown.
The final dismissal proceedings were a fiasco. I was very ill and just wanted to get out. I was ill for over a year.
I am now looking at a long and lengthy industrial tribunal. I was interviewed by a consultant psychologist from Harley Street and a psychiatrist. The conclusion was that I am suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
| 1 in 8 UK employees have been bullied within a five year period. More than half said bullying was common place in their
organisation. (Chartered Institute of Personnel Development) |
Red Poppy Client Comments
All of the clients treated by the Red Poppy Company, as outlined in the case studies below, were employees working in large
organisations.
The effects of the trauma had not only hit them personally but had a significant impact on their ability to work, directly affecting their employer.
Before being helped by the Red Poppy Company, all were under performing at work or were unable to work and off
sick.
Without the treatment they would have been unlikely to return to work. Everyone who was treated is now
back in full time employment.
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Assault victim who was attacked by her father 17 years before receiving
treatment:
Before treatment: "I was angry for years after dad broke my finger. I felt humiliated and sick. My behaviour
was off the wall. I had extremes of feelings, self harm, substance abuse and I was very paranoid."
| After treatment: "Quick and painless, really positive. I can now speak about the incident – I have put it in the
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Client suffered PTSD as a result of serving in the Falklands War.
Before Treatment: Ken was a 49-year-old Falklands veteran who, between March and June 1982, experienced three terrifying
events.
A missile hit HMS Antelope – the ship Ken was serving on – but did not explode immediately. Twenty four hours later it exploded, ripping through the ship. Ken had to pull bodies out of the water as he helped to get
colleagues off the burning
ship.
Ken rated his well being as a result of these events as 5 out of a possible 50.
When describing his life before Rewind he says: "I didn’t go to parties because of the noise. I knew the balloons would bang and I pre-empted this by ducking under a table. I would sweat, it was sheer terror for me, taking me back to the war. I used to vomit – people would think I was drunk or on drugs. I felt I was back on board and I was
swaying.
"I would lie on the floor for hours because I felt so physically sick. I would be on edge for days – sometimes unable to walk. I avoided sleep because of the nightmares and after several days would get hallucinations. I would sit in the flat in total darkness for days. "I thought that buses that drove by were jets, the smell of fuel oil, ‘burnt pork’ makes feel sick. I used to sweat profusely but was cold and shaking, in a state of mental
confusion."
I was like a zombie, a robot. I saw my GP in 1983 after leaving the navy. I saw a psychiatrist for a year but it didn’t help; it was a waste of time. I have no recollection of what they said, apart from being told I was a manic-depressive. Medication did not stop the
nightmares."
I was prescribed Valium, Mogadon, antidepressants and I’ve been given anti psychotic drugs – and none of them helped."
| After Treatment: Seven to 10 days after the Rewind Treatment he said: "The memories don’t seem to bother me anymore. I’m not fearful. I’m unsure – it’s like bereavement. I’ve had 20 years of a wasted life. It’s like coming into the light. I felt jolly, joking and then – but what am I going to do with it? I feel all over the place. I feel like I’m born again at 50."
Three to six months later Ken commented: "I feel my face has changed. The light has come on from within; it’s a spiritual light. I am more relaxed, more at peace. I think I am content. I have laughed more in the last weeks than in the last 20 years. I sleep much better, I eat well, I can relax, I feel much more in control. This has been life changing for me – no more flashbacks of nightmares; it was like a prison sentence. My partner has noticed the difference in me. She likes what she sees."
Ken has needed ongoing adjustment counselling as we have termed it. Having lived in hell for more than 20 years, it has been difficult for him to adjust to a normal existence. He is angry that, through lack of the right treatment, he has wasted 20 years, not to mention acquiring an unnecessary psychiatric history.
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